Ok, so here is my blog!

I am writing this blog because I want to understand myself better as a person. I want to show both you and me some of the challanges I had in my life and these past years of studying abroad in England when being Swedish.

I hope that my thoughts and comments can help you in any way if you have had challanges and want to try to understand what you have learnt from them.

I reflect upon experiences and trying to understand what I have learnt from them because I believe everything happens for a reason, I often feel the need to find it when I need to deal with something difficult.

Hope this can help you get some insight and encouragement when you have challenges and if not, hopefully you enjoyed reading it anyway

xx
Rebecca

Monday 7 February 2011

There is a story...

Ar lim och styrketraning svaret?
Hjartat krossat
I miljoner bitar
Krossat i miljoner sma bitar
Sma sma bitar som anda kanns stora
Sa stora
Sa tunga
Det ligger en tyngd over brostet
Brostet kanns tungt
Det gar nastan inte att andas

Hur gor man nar man blivit overgiven?
Hur klarar man sig mot det tunga tunga brostet?
Hur lagar man de sma sma miljoner bitar av hjartat?
Hitta nagon annan?

Det enda jag vill ar att alska
Va gor man av all den karlek man har inom sig?
Att lagga den pa sig sjalv, ar inte det sjalviskt
Och hur gor man det anyhow?
Maybe thats the problem.
Ar det sorgligt att kanna helhet
Helhet nar bara nagon annan alskar dig

Jag trodde karleken overvann allt.
Jag hade fel.
There is a story but no fairytale…not even close

This is a poem I wrote when I was heart broken.I questioned love and myself and what is happiness. I was wondering if I was only going to be happy with another person and not alone. As it is personal and not that good I am only explaining a little about it instead of translating it.

xx

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